The more commonly asked question is "How should i care?"
Anyone bothered to ask "To care or not to care?"
I know.
We're all humans and its our nature to care.
For what? Anything..
For who? Anyone.
When? Anytime.
Where? Anywhere needed.
Why? Just to care.
How?[bingo] Answer this question yourself, coz if you care for a person then only you'd know how.
Many many many case senarios. [so as to prevent further rumours, late night nothing to do gossips and problems affecting friendship, Names will be changed.]
No1.
Mother hen, MH for short,is well liked, well received and loved by many if not all who know her. So one day, one chick of hers landed somewhere for some reason. MH got worried and rushed down to see her chick the following day. She nagged at the poor chick on why she did the things she did and what consequences it would bear.This chick knows that what MH is saying is her way of showing concern, but what she feels that MH is not treating her as a chick needing her own independence.
What happens next, no one knows for sure other than MH herself. Rumours were that MH was complaining that caring for this chick was causing her tension and stress.
So should MH care or don't care?
No2.
Christopher is a holds a hig position, popular, smart and cares for many. So when Janice starts failing her classes, she turns to Chris for help. Being the kind and generous soul he is, he agrees to help her. They meet somewher near town to study her core subjects, maths and science. What was unexpected was that he was not sure of the subjects himself. [not his fault, understandable for the fact that he has not been in school since long.] So not long after, they parted. A couple of weeks later, Jan calls up another friend, Ben for help. When they met, she found out that Chris was also there. Wow, two for the price of one. Ben, however, did not help much as he claimed that he was in no mood to think. Chris decided to give it a shot,[nagged more than teach] and left her frustrated and pissed with one sentence in her mind, "There is only so much we can do." She apparently is not stupid to that extent.
Jan doesn't like to be nagged at, and she knows that chris is not doing a very good job.
Is Chris caring or not caring? Should he care or don't care, since she is hardly in a position to accept the teachings he is trying to radiate?
If you know who you are, well then, so be it.
I couldn't care anymore.
Why?
Pissed, and totally Fucked up is telling her why.
300806.
Deadline for the DNT artefact and portfolio.
290806.
What is dear Miss Agnetta Lew doing?
Trying to "chiong" for this deadline.
Only to find out when she reaches home that she doesn't have enought materials to finish what is expected.
She grabs her wallet, Phone and Ipod, ready to leave the house to go to the nearest mall to get what is needed.
ONE bloody block of A3 DRAWING PAPER.
stopped by her mom, she is now short of materials to finish her work, due tomorrow.
She is expecting a A2 or at least a B3 for the work that she has put in.
Without enough materials, she is forced to give up some factors.
Points to be taken into consideration.
What if her grade slips?
What if she doesn't even make it?
What if she breaks down and has hyper tension?[I'm not saying that it hasn't happened before, and therefore bringing it up.]
The ironic thing is that if she were to ask for a Car for her 21st birthday, or a one year trip around the world, she'd get it.
The irony.
Not the affordability.
But it seems weird and definately ironic don't you think?
Car - yes.
Tour - Yes.
One nlock of drawing paper, a3 size, - NO.
If it were you would you think it stupid?
Miss Lew is not a Study fan, nor a chiongster.
Her parents common sprout these words, "Study hard k." or " Put in more effort larz."
So when she is finally studying, and putting in A FREAKING LOAD OF EFFORT, what she needs most is one thing she can't get.
The problem is, this is not the first time this has happened.
More like the 3rd or 4th time already.
Is this a major big sign telling her DON'T STUDY!
Or is she suppose to go through this "What i need i cant get" period alone with hypocrites, backstabbers and plentiful feinds?
Not to mention, people tell people things. yet informations never seems to arrive at Miss Lew's dorrsteps.
Yet, she is expected to know who is having a party when, when this is happening or what so ever.
She does not have equipment sprouting out of her head receiving informations from every where.
She is a human.
Flesh Bone and Blood.
Never assume she is a robot, or radio.
Friends or Feinds.
To care Or not to care?
Miss Lew, finally turning chiongster only to find all odds against her?
To give up on DNT and Accounts?
Or to pray and chiong when odds are still against her?
Pray for her, Good luck to her, and help her through this tough period by standing by her.
Who has done that?
August.
4E3.
Janice.
Weefong.
Pan.[for being blur and making her laugh in the most desperate times]
Jasper.[a bit strayed now though]
Wani.[for naggin in a more subtle way]
Mr Wong.[for screwing us occasionally in class]
Thanks. Couldn't have done without some of your re-wiring.
Care or not.
Friends or feinds.
Thanks or no thanks.
Agnetta.
290806
PS. only actually finished this 300806 1204 am.
PPS. gotta stay up to chiong even though odds are against her.
PPPS. pray for her safe deliverance tomorrow, and that she wont fall even sicker than she is now.
Tuesday, August 29, 2006
Sunday, August 27, 2006
4E3 United as one. Anneh Rox
For a realy late entry. My com crashed when i did this and i didn't realise i saved it in the other blog already.
4e3 united as one.
Never knew 3e3 and the previous 4e3 could turn out to so united judgin from the previous experiences we had with each other.
We fought over minor issues.
We snided and sarcasted our way over each others attitudes and problems.
Now look where we are.
All thanks to floorball. Haha.
The most obvious bondings.
020806 - Photo taking.
We stood in the foyer smiling for the formal shot.
Then dashed all over the place to strike some sweet, ridiculous but at the same time memorable shots.
Then, We had to go back to class to pick up our books to go for class.
What did we end up doing?
Taking our own types of photos in class.
then Amanda went up to FNN. and got the rest of the FNN class screwed.
So. with 15 mins left, we went to our seperate classes.
Then we went to DNT and decided to take pfotos with MR mak.
Thought in doubt if he was going to confiscate any phones though.
So, saying the right things at then right time helps.
The guys took photo with Mr Mak first, climbing all over each other.
Then me and Weiting took. Mr mak then say, " aiya gerls. cannot touch." hahaz.
So now our pic ended with a gap within all three of us.
haha.
Then, haiz. they wanna outcast amanda and anna coz they paoto.
Haiz.
050806 - A very special walk ( many paths one goal.), 4e3 Class outing to Escape theme park.
We met at the bus stop opposite 7-11 at 0630 in the morning.
And i woke up at 0610.
Sheesh.
Thank god my uncle was here. and he sent me there.
Then wait for Jiapei who said to be there at 0630 and he himelf was late.
Then wait for Sock Hoon who said that she will not be late and the last one there,which she ended up being oso. hahaz.
So we took the 88 bus. wanted to sit on top, then realised that NO SPACE.
So thankfully only 3 of us went up, me suhaili and jiapei.
So we climber back down again.
Then by the time we reached Hougang area we all got seats.
WooHoo.
hahaz.
Then when we reached the interchange, wanted to walk otu before we realised we were lost.
Sheesh.
so when some of us went to top up our cards at the mrt, We saw a sign.
A VERY SPECIAL WALK - FREE SHUTTLE.
so called the rest of the class there and the whole class took the bus together. hahaz.
except the cheerleaders who were there already.
Then walk a whole loop, back to the amphitheatre to listen to the band, watch 5 scouts from raffles dance,( so farny sia), and watch the cheerleading.
Then wait wait wait, then. WOO. we left for ESCAPE!
took 358, the realised that it didnt travel the way we wanted, and realised that we should have taken 354. sheesh.
we walked to escape and realised that this group of CBS students were there. stupid assholes larz. dun wanna elaborate.
out day is not about them.
We went it at like 1115.
play.
play.
play.
We went into the haunted house and me, vino and lavanya screamed like hell while clinging on to wancong like hell.
Then we went to sit viking till we were liable to throw up.
Then came the Wet and wild.
I was half wet and Mdm Cho who was behind me, was soaked. hahaz.
Then we went around all over playing all the rides.
And we were screaming. For fun. stuid rite.
haha.
Then we all didnt have childhood one.
so all queue up to bumper boat with spray.
hahaz.
so six of us inside the pool with the rest of the class outside spraying us from inside.
Mdm cho, Jacky, Situ, Julius, Me and Jovin inside and the rest outside.
No winners No losers but at least majority of us were wet.
haha.
we just hugged those who were dry and made them wet too!
haha.
Then Some of then had to go.
Haiz.
so it was Bye.
for some.
Then we went back to chiong again.
hahaz.
Me, Wancong, Jiapei, Julius, Geraldine, Sockhoon and Jian bin went to Racae go carts.
hahaz.
sheesh. and ask me if i can drive.
wth.
thankfully they didnt realise we were wet and most likely wetted the seats as well.
HAHA.
and then after that it started raining!
ARGH!
SO, all RUN ARH.
went back to the lockers and changed, and left to go for dinner at costa sands.
Then took bus to interchange again where we split up.
Walao, Jiapei never send Jovin home sia.
The rest took 88 while i took cab home.
and that is how 4e3 spent their first united as one outing.
4E3.
united as one.
Anneh Rocks.
We rocks.
Agnetta.
050806
4e3 united as one.
Never knew 3e3 and the previous 4e3 could turn out to so united judgin from the previous experiences we had with each other.
We fought over minor issues.
We snided and sarcasted our way over each others attitudes and problems.
Now look where we are.
All thanks to floorball. Haha.
The most obvious bondings.
020806 - Photo taking.
We stood in the foyer smiling for the formal shot.
Then dashed all over the place to strike some sweet, ridiculous but at the same time memorable shots.
Then, We had to go back to class to pick up our books to go for class.
What did we end up doing?
Taking our own types of photos in class.
then Amanda went up to FNN. and got the rest of the FNN class screwed.
So. with 15 mins left, we went to our seperate classes.
Then we went to DNT and decided to take pfotos with MR mak.
Thought in doubt if he was going to confiscate any phones though.
So, saying the right things at then right time helps.
The guys took photo with Mr Mak first, climbing all over each other.
Then me and Weiting took. Mr mak then say, " aiya gerls. cannot touch." hahaz.
So now our pic ended with a gap within all three of us.
haha.
Then, haiz. they wanna outcast amanda and anna coz they paoto.
Haiz.
050806 - A very special walk ( many paths one goal.), 4e3 Class outing to Escape theme park.
We met at the bus stop opposite 7-11 at 0630 in the morning.
And i woke up at 0610.
Sheesh.
Thank god my uncle was here. and he sent me there.
Then wait for Jiapei who said to be there at 0630 and he himelf was late.
Then wait for Sock Hoon who said that she will not be late and the last one there,which she ended up being oso. hahaz.
So we took the 88 bus. wanted to sit on top, then realised that NO SPACE.
So thankfully only 3 of us went up, me suhaili and jiapei.
So we climber back down again.
Then by the time we reached Hougang area we all got seats.
WooHoo.
hahaz.
Then when we reached the interchange, wanted to walk otu before we realised we were lost.
Sheesh.
so when some of us went to top up our cards at the mrt, We saw a sign.
A VERY SPECIAL WALK - FREE SHUTTLE.
so called the rest of the class there and the whole class took the bus together. hahaz.
except the cheerleaders who were there already.
Then walk a whole loop, back to the amphitheatre to listen to the band, watch 5 scouts from raffles dance,( so farny sia), and watch the cheerleading.
Then wait wait wait, then. WOO. we left for ESCAPE!
took 358, the realised that it didnt travel the way we wanted, and realised that we should have taken 354. sheesh.
we walked to escape and realised that this group of CBS students were there. stupid assholes larz. dun wanna elaborate.
out day is not about them.
We went it at like 1115.
play.
play.
play.
We went into the haunted house and me, vino and lavanya screamed like hell while clinging on to wancong like hell.
Then we went to sit viking till we were liable to throw up.
Then came the Wet and wild.
I was half wet and Mdm Cho who was behind me, was soaked. hahaz.
Then we went around all over playing all the rides.
And we were screaming. For fun. stuid rite.
haha.
Then we all didnt have childhood one.
so all queue up to bumper boat with spray.
hahaz.
so six of us inside the pool with the rest of the class outside spraying us from inside.
Mdm cho, Jacky, Situ, Julius, Me and Jovin inside and the rest outside.
No winners No losers but at least majority of us were wet.
haha.
we just hugged those who were dry and made them wet too!
haha.
Then Some of then had to go.
Haiz.
so it was Bye.
for some.
Then we went back to chiong again.
hahaz.
Me, Wancong, Jiapei, Julius, Geraldine, Sockhoon and Jian bin went to Racae go carts.
hahaz.
sheesh. and ask me if i can drive.
wth.
thankfully they didnt realise we were wet and most likely wetted the seats as well.
HAHA.
and then after that it started raining!
ARGH!
SO, all RUN ARH.
went back to the lockers and changed, and left to go for dinner at costa sands.
Then took bus to interchange again where we split up.
Walao, Jiapei never send Jovin home sia.
The rest took 88 while i took cab home.
and that is how 4e3 spent their first united as one outing.
4E3.
united as one.
Anneh Rocks.
We rocks.
Agnetta.
050806
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
Hmmm. Familar
you know who you are, so i ain't gonna reveal names here. i know that you are in love now and all, but don't think that you are kinda aiming too high at this point in your life? i mean, someone who is around your age is fine, but someone who is #-## years your senior?? that is utterly absurd. think about it. do you think there will be any possibility for that person to actually like you? i do know that you are really mature for your age, but he ain't gonna hook man. don't have too high an expectation. really. it will only hurt in the end. i know that i am being a naggy ass here, but well, it's my two cents worth. it's really as they say: a toad trying to eat a swan. practically impossible.
Extract taken from invoking thoughts.
Why do i have this feeling the person who posted this entry seem to be talking about me?
You know who you are.
Familar eh.
Agnetta
220806
Extract taken from invoking thoughts.
Why do i have this feeling the person who posted this entry seem to be talking about me?
You know who you are.
Familar eh.
Agnetta
220806
Friday, August 18, 2006
Thanks but no thanks.
Thanks for the time to come and tutor me.
I really appreciate you guys for that.
But i could have done without much of that lecture esp Wenjie's :There is only so much we can do.
I know and I'm not stupid so for god damned sake don't think i am.
I am trying, you don't believe it?
Well, there is just so much i can do to convince you.
The ultimate desicion in believeing is up to you.
And i seriously was having a bloody damned headache that day k.
Got screwed in classs by jackass teachers.
Had my oral with no hopes of getting a distinction.
Had to go all the way down to HARBOUR FRONT! just to get nagged by you guys.
I'm not sayig I'm unappreciative or what.
But sometimes you guys have to think too man.
You want me to study, then make me go so far away.
Doesn't travelling take time.
Coming and going from HF.
And fyi, just to rush to meet you guys coz someone said that travelling to HF doesnt take very long, i took a cab down instead.
And by the time we left was like at 6.
It takes me more than an hour to reach home k.
So i dunnoe if i did a smart or stupid thing by taking a cab home.
Damn.
Cab here Cab there.
You guys burn a hole in my pocket just to get to HF to meet you.
Well, whichever, whatever.
And i also know why me and Jill are like soulmates.
Like literally.
Some history.
Me and Jill met at Buddhist Fellowship 031105.
She was with her cousin Wong Yang.
One super handsome boy [I'm calling him boy coz he's younger than me!].
So the three of us were talking like mad, when we were suppose to be meditating.
Woots.
So yeah.
Sparks just flew between us.
Till now.
Woohoo.
So, i went with her and Drace to Singapore Idol on thurs, well, thats another matter.
Jill and i click is because we're very nonchalant about one thing.
Our language.
And i don't mean English.
August is also another one whose friendship i have cherished. appreciated and enjoyed till this day.[ still an ongoing friendship.]
I tell him so much, an he can still be unjudgemental.
Why?
He's not a youth.[BFY]
August.
Thanks for everything, esp those ridiculously late night talks.
Next on list will be Pan.
Not frying pan or whatever you think pan.
He is Pan lim boon tat.
My favourite boy from Innova.
Why?
Coz HE SHARES THE SAME BIRTHDAE AS ME!!!
hahaz.
oct eight 90,89.
woohoo.
moreover, Pan's real sweet.
hahaz.
and really innocent.
hehe.
Next will be Rit.
Sheesh jill get over it man.
Like I'm not as ass to go tell him :hey i want you to be my guy.
Sheesh Jill I'm not you.
I will not do it even if you dare me.
Anyway.
Rit has got this SUPER CHARMING SMILE.!
walao uncle.
your smile in the magazine damn fake larz.
the last page one is so much better shows your dimples.
:)
everytime i see his smile i start laughing.
Don't ever ask me why coz i dunnoe too.
hahaz.
Anyway.
Just wanna thanks the friends who've stuck by me so long.
Especially Xinqiang.
We both know that you don't like me.
But i will be in a special void in your heart different from others.
Just like you're in mine.
And also to Ronghan.
Thanks for everything bro.
So about my week.
Monday.
English mock till late.
Tuesday.
Oral and met ronghui wenjie jessica and yanyan at HF. to "study"
Wednesday.
Social studies mock.
Thursday.
Chemistry mock. home - AMK central - SI - Bishan for dinner - home.
Friday.
DNT mock.
How freaking tired i am, now you know.
And sat & sun?
Leadership and maagement seminar.
Then dance dance dance coz of our performance with the prime minister on sat, 26th.
And i will join the dance floor.
I know i can and will be able to manage my affairs as long as I'm out of BF.
So you guys are liable not to see me there for long.
Love all those loving, and that will include myself.
Anyone interested to go support Rit this sunday?
Agnetta.
180806.
I really appreciate you guys for that.
But i could have done without much of that lecture esp Wenjie's :There is only so much we can do.
I know and I'm not stupid so for god damned sake don't think i am.
I am trying, you don't believe it?
Well, there is just so much i can do to convince you.
The ultimate desicion in believeing is up to you.
And i seriously was having a bloody damned headache that day k.
Got screwed in classs by jackass teachers.
Had my oral with no hopes of getting a distinction.
Had to go all the way down to HARBOUR FRONT! just to get nagged by you guys.
I'm not sayig I'm unappreciative or what.
But sometimes you guys have to think too man.
You want me to study, then make me go so far away.
Doesn't travelling take time.
Coming and going from HF.
And fyi, just to rush to meet you guys coz someone said that travelling to HF doesnt take very long, i took a cab down instead.
And by the time we left was like at 6.
It takes me more than an hour to reach home k.
So i dunnoe if i did a smart or stupid thing by taking a cab home.
Damn.
Cab here Cab there.
You guys burn a hole in my pocket just to get to HF to meet you.
Well, whichever, whatever.
And i also know why me and Jill are like soulmates.
Like literally.
Some history.
Me and Jill met at Buddhist Fellowship 031105.
She was with her cousin Wong Yang.
One super handsome boy [I'm calling him boy coz he's younger than me!].
So the three of us were talking like mad, when we were suppose to be meditating.
Woots.
So yeah.
Sparks just flew between us.
Till now.
Woohoo.
So, i went with her and Drace to Singapore Idol on thurs, well, thats another matter.
Jill and i click is because we're very nonchalant about one thing.
Our language.
And i don't mean English.
August is also another one whose friendship i have cherished. appreciated and enjoyed till this day.[ still an ongoing friendship.]
I tell him so much, an he can still be unjudgemental.
Why?
He's not a youth.[BFY]
August.
Thanks for everything, esp those ridiculously late night talks.
Next on list will be Pan.
Not frying pan or whatever you think pan.
He is Pan lim boon tat.
My favourite boy from Innova.
Why?
Coz HE SHARES THE SAME BIRTHDAE AS ME!!!
hahaz.
oct eight 90,89.
woohoo.
moreover, Pan's real sweet.
hahaz.
and really innocent.
hehe.
Next will be Rit.
Sheesh jill get over it man.
Like I'm not as ass to go tell him :hey i want you to be my guy.
Sheesh Jill I'm not you.
I will not do it even if you dare me.
Anyway.
Rit has got this SUPER CHARMING SMILE.!
walao uncle.
your smile in the magazine damn fake larz.
the last page one is so much better shows your dimples.
:)
everytime i see his smile i start laughing.
Don't ever ask me why coz i dunnoe too.
hahaz.
Anyway.
Just wanna thanks the friends who've stuck by me so long.
Especially Xinqiang.
We both know that you don't like me.
But i will be in a special void in your heart different from others.
Just like you're in mine.
And also to Ronghan.
Thanks for everything bro.
So about my week.
Monday.
English mock till late.
Tuesday.
Oral and met ronghui wenjie jessica and yanyan at HF. to "study"
Wednesday.
Social studies mock.
Thursday.
Chemistry mock. home - AMK central - SI - Bishan for dinner - home.
Friday.
DNT mock.
How freaking tired i am, now you know.
And sat & sun?
Leadership and maagement seminar.
Then dance dance dance coz of our performance with the prime minister on sat, 26th.
And i will join the dance floor.
I know i can and will be able to manage my affairs as long as I'm out of BF.
So you guys are liable not to see me there for long.
Love all those loving, and that will include myself.
Anyone interested to go support Rit this sunday?
Agnetta.
180806.
Sunday, August 13, 2006
And i thought i was ready to let go.
And there i thought i was able to let go already.
Well, I guess I'm not ready then.
Stepping out of the lift gave such a feeling of welcome.
And stepping into the hall gave what?
FLASH BACKS!
MEMORIES!
Damn.
and i was supposed to be so over it.
Nvm. Was supposed to be there for mitra.
Never heard anything though.
All i ended up doing was pasting pricetag stickers on like a few hundred books for D. and sister tuisita.
And well, guess what.
I found more calm and peace pasting stickers that listening to dhamma.
Fine i shoud go around sticking more pricetags.
Then when everything was done and i finally got tired of waiting for D. i decided to leave for Ronghui's place.
He was celebrating his farewell as well as forwarded birthday since he will be in china then.
And i was suppose to be there to celebrate my "victory" over my chinese exam.
Like whichever jackass even cared.
Wel, at least enjoyed myself by getting disturbed by Ann Hao and disturbing him back.
hahaz.
Walao.
He unfaithful lorz.
I feed him cake majiam he send 3 other girls home never send me home lorz.
hahaz.
no la.
well, at least i didnt reach home that late anyway.
not that i can or wanna bother about this kinda timings anymore.
Haiz.
Ronghui's leaving.
Who's going to teach me chemistry!?!
ARGH!
help.
Really dun wanna bother already.
I am even prepared to give up my studies for this dance competition k.
Cause we know that we're definately capable of entering and going far.
Hey ronghui.
I'm studying coz of you k.
Since you dun let me go for tml's recreation.
You better teach me properly k.
BLEAHZ.
anyway.
Me and D. will be sending you books there every month coz there will be limited or perhaps no supply of english books there to read.
So i'm going to be needing your address.
Anyway.
I wished i had went to catch the fireworks instead.
Well, what's done is done.
What's over is over.
I knnow i don't need to care anymore since no ones decides to care and those who care, well, thanks.
to whatever.
Oh yeah.
Special thanks to Jessica Ong Hui Jia.
thanks for listening and telling me things i seriously never regretted hearing.
Thanks yeah gerl.
Love you for what you are.
Mock exams start next week.
I find solitude in sticking pricetags. Anyone willing to hire?
Agnetta.
120806
Well, I guess I'm not ready then.
Stepping out of the lift gave such a feeling of welcome.
And stepping into the hall gave what?
FLASH BACKS!
MEMORIES!
Damn.
and i was supposed to be so over it.
Nvm. Was supposed to be there for mitra.
Never heard anything though.
All i ended up doing was pasting pricetag stickers on like a few hundred books for D. and sister tuisita.
And well, guess what.
I found more calm and peace pasting stickers that listening to dhamma.
Fine i shoud go around sticking more pricetags.
Then when everything was done and i finally got tired of waiting for D. i decided to leave for Ronghui's place.
He was celebrating his farewell as well as forwarded birthday since he will be in china then.
And i was suppose to be there to celebrate my "victory" over my chinese exam.
Like whichever jackass even cared.
Wel, at least enjoyed myself by getting disturbed by Ann Hao and disturbing him back.
hahaz.
Walao.
He unfaithful lorz.
I feed him cake majiam he send 3 other girls home never send me home lorz.
hahaz.
no la.
well, at least i didnt reach home that late anyway.
not that i can or wanna bother about this kinda timings anymore.
Haiz.
Ronghui's leaving.
Who's going to teach me chemistry!?!
ARGH!
help.
Really dun wanna bother already.
I am even prepared to give up my studies for this dance competition k.
Cause we know that we're definately capable of entering and going far.
Hey ronghui.
I'm studying coz of you k.
Since you dun let me go for tml's recreation.
You better teach me properly k.
BLEAHZ.
anyway.
Me and D. will be sending you books there every month coz there will be limited or perhaps no supply of english books there to read.
So i'm going to be needing your address.
Anyway.
I wished i had went to catch the fireworks instead.
Well, what's done is done.
What's over is over.
I knnow i don't need to care anymore since no ones decides to care and those who care, well, thanks.
to whatever.
Oh yeah.
Special thanks to Jessica Ong Hui Jia.
thanks for listening and telling me things i seriously never regretted hearing.
Thanks yeah gerl.
Love you for what you are.
Mock exams start next week.
I find solitude in sticking pricetags. Anyone willing to hire?
Agnetta.
120806
Friday, August 11, 2006
Life's boring.
Life so totally certified by me.
It's a miracle, yes, but also the greatest BORE ever to be suffered by humans.
Or maybe only by me.
Sheesh.
I scored a five in myMT written paper.
And a distinction in my oral.
And when everybody else is out celebrating their victory, where am i?
Home, being the oh so good gerl i am.
Congrats is all you can give?
sheesh.
and i thought people communicated better without words.
Apparently i thought wrong.
sheesh.
Party and not invited.
How can that be?
I'm like the life of the party helloo..
Sheesh.
And everyone else who's not going for ronghui's farewellpartyis like celebrating their victory with some significant other.
Me?
I cant even find some one to go watch Team France's Fireworks with me tml.
WTH!
lonely...
I'm so lonely.
I have nobody...
To call my own.....
Sheesh.
And this is like such a screwed song seh.
NVM.
i can watch the fireworks on my own.
And talk tomyself to prepare for my English oral on tuesday.
My mom talks to herselftoo.
No wonder i get this gene from her.
Nor wonder i talk to myself too.
Sheesh.
Anyway.
I couldn't be bothered anymore.
I know where Im not wanted.
nvm.
Life is boring.
Lonely, always so lonely.
Agnetta.
110806.
It's a miracle, yes, but also the greatest BORE ever to be suffered by humans.
Or maybe only by me.
Sheesh.
I scored a five in myMT written paper.
And a distinction in my oral.
And when everybody else is out celebrating their victory, where am i?
Home, being the oh so good gerl i am.
Congrats is all you can give?
sheesh.
and i thought people communicated better without words.
Apparently i thought wrong.
sheesh.
Party and not invited.
How can that be?
I'm like the life of the party helloo..
Sheesh.
And everyone else who's not going for ronghui's farewellpartyis like celebrating their victory with some significant other.
Me?
I cant even find some one to go watch Team France's Fireworks with me tml.
WTH!
lonely...
I'm so lonely.
I have nobody...
To call my own.....
Sheesh.
And this is like such a screwed song seh.
NVM.
i can watch the fireworks on my own.
And talk tomyself to prepare for my English oral on tuesday.
My mom talks to herselftoo.
No wonder i get this gene from her.
Nor wonder i talk to myself too.
Sheesh.
Anyway.
I couldn't be bothered anymore.
I know where Im not wanted.
nvm.
Life is boring.
Lonely, always so lonely.
Agnetta.
110806.
Thursday, August 10, 2006
A national day spirit?
a celebration or a time of embarassment?
Well,
If you wanna be able to celebrate national day, just let me tell you, be prepared to be embarassed.
hahaz.
proof?
080806.
When Chong Boon sec decided to have a national day sing-a-long session, the sec 4s decided to let go of their ego and pride that they carry in school and really "enjoy" singing along.
either that, or they just wanted to look really enthu with the national anf school spirit.
Well, either way, they succeeded.
Well,
I can say that i was one of those idiots there singing along as well.
hahaz.
What to say.
Studying with idiots make you into an idiot.
DAMN.
I rocks.
Agnetta.
100806
Well,
If you wanna be able to celebrate national day, just let me tell you, be prepared to be embarassed.
hahaz.
proof?
080806.
When Chong Boon sec decided to have a national day sing-a-long session, the sec 4s decided to let go of their ego and pride that they carry in school and really "enjoy" singing along.
either that, or they just wanted to look really enthu with the national anf school spirit.
Well, either way, they succeeded.
Well,
I can say that i was one of those idiots there singing along as well.
hahaz.
What to say.
Studying with idiots make you into an idiot.
DAMN.
I rocks.
Agnetta.
100806
why.why. why.
WHY.
good question to a lot of things.
Firstly.
Why -
i started a new blog.
i chose this name.
i do the things i do.
Questions questions questions and just no answers.
I started a new blog cox i don't want some people to have acess to it though they might be able to find someway to acess. If your going to take what i say to heart then don't read then. Well, all thanks to you i've chosen to change my blog. So if your happy.
i chose this name coz i LOVE drinking. i LOVE chocolates. Love candy. and absolutely cannot cannot cannot do without hearts.i go round drawing it. yeah. and it's rum and raisin because it's a kinda ice cream i totally adore.
and why i do the things i do is not to be told here coz just in case some people read it and think that i did stuff like land in the hospital just to attract his attention. sheesh. as if you're going to be the most impt person when i need.
so there you have it.
The answers to some WHY questions asked in my life.
Agnetta.
090806
good question to a lot of things.
Firstly.
Why -
i started a new blog.
i chose this name.
i do the things i do.
Questions questions questions and just no answers.
I started a new blog cox i don't want some people to have acess to it though they might be able to find someway to acess. If your going to take what i say to heart then don't read then. Well, all thanks to you i've chosen to change my blog. So if your happy.
i chose this name coz i LOVE drinking. i LOVE chocolates. Love candy. and absolutely cannot cannot cannot do without hearts.i go round drawing it. yeah. and it's rum and raisin because it's a kinda ice cream i totally adore.
and why i do the things i do is not to be told here coz just in case some people read it and think that i did stuff like land in the hospital just to attract his attention. sheesh. as if you're going to be the most impt person when i need.
so there you have it.
The answers to some WHY questions asked in my life.
Agnetta.
090806
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