I actualy wanna pick this out from another close friend's blog. Do the friends you make in school or anywhere else for that matter really care? But then why is it so, that they can always go, Hey, miss you so much man. And when you say, hey, are you free one of these days, come with me to church man. And their typical confirmed totally predictable answer is, ermz see how first bah. and they never see how. pastor made this joke about it. why not come to church and See pastor How! hahaz. so seriously. i think it's time you ask yourself. what kinda friend are you really? If you can truely say, hey miss or love you to someone else, you wouldn't mind once in a while accepting her invitation to come to church do you.
Well, it does it turn bring us to the topic of the up and coming NEW YEAR!!!
So. wanna be like every other normal ordinary person whom [ i still don't understand why like to stand in big crowds and do stupid meaningless things] star at the upcomign fireworks at marina waterfront on the 31st of december awaiting for the countdown? Or do you want to be DIFFERENT! UNCOMPROMISING! and TOTALLY NOT NORMAL! for new year?
Wanna avoide those crowds where you have to squish and squash your way through and in the end only get half a glimspe of whats going on? Wanna keep your cash to yourself and avoid pick pockets? Wanna stop people "accidently" on purposely bumping into you?
Wanna find some place where you can have sure fire FUN! and none of the above?
SIMPLE! Come with me to HEART OF GOD CHURCH on new years eve! stunning dances, invoking testimonies, and also the chance to make super alot of new friends? [friends who actually do care and dont just send miss you and love you messages for the sake of doing it]
Parkview Square on New years eve, 31st december. lets do a different countdown this year people. Don't be so boring, like everyone else outside yeah? 9pm -1am. Its overnight. Of you love to party? Heart of God Church is THE place for you this new years eve.
Did i mention that our pastor is only 36, not some seriously old man who bores people to sleep? And did i mention that the church has NO stained glass windows, and NO big big CROSS?!? Yup. there you have it. The uncompromising, the weird and the totally DIFFERENT Heart of God Church.
So? are you coming? or are you gonna be some old bore like everyone else, standing outsied watching the same old fireworks year after year? [oh and imagine something else. what if it rains? well, parkview square is shelterd if you wanna know.]
So, people. Its your choice.
Make your choice.
You got me convinced Ernest.
Agnetta.
281206.
Friday, December 29, 2006
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
Stuffs.
Wow, i just got discipled on christmas day. well done to me man. about what? Respect. Nice.
Respect. What is it actually about anyway? Can i say that i've hardly experience Respect at home? Nephews Nieces, Uncles aunties, Cousins, etc etc. So many. Yet no heck of a respect. I mean, it's ok if you poke fun at people for the fun of it but you never know when it might hurt a person. isn't this what's always been happening to me?
I have never been good enough for people to respect me. When i greet my uncles and aunts, all i get is a curt nod in return, and they're not even looking in my direction. And yet they call out toward those who sit in front of the TV and have no idea that they're there. Don't they have the "respect" to answer me back a hi? Nephews. Nieces. Aren't they one generation younger and also suppose to be respecting towards elders by age and authority? What gives. Do they? I can't say about my parents, coz i haven't seen anyone really respect their parents yet, so i don't really know this word respect. Respect : esteem for or a sense of the worth or excellence of a person, a personal quality or ability, or something considered as a manifestation of a personal quality or ability. That's the real thesaurus meaning of respect.
Seriously, i didn't mean to do the things i do, or say the things i say. I 've just been falling back into my old habits. So sorry, to whomever i might have offended. [This was the case that landed me a discipleship today.]
I understand the fact [Correction is not rejection], that doesn't stop it from not hurting though. Putting the phrase in better light would be the fact that if the person didn't care a heck about me, they wouldn't have discipled me. So, it seems that someone cares. Well, like i said, it doesn't stop the hurt. I know where the person is coming from, i see myself from there too. The problem was that i didn't catch myself doing it until it was over.
I don't know if it's some factors leading up to it, but, to the extent that i was so unaware. _______. [sigh]. I'm just afraid that the pendulum will swing again.
Well, since the Bangkok trip, i've been going for my therapy training. Haven't been sleeping enough, lack of food. Training for 3 days, then my mom decided to tell everyone in the group to hesitate to take me because i'm going back to school. Great. now i work 8 hours a week. with two indian kids. Not that i have anything against them, but i encountered problems in my sec school years with Indians and left them for the good only to travel one big round and come back here. Well, my monthly pay is like 640. wonderful. no money no nothing. Decorated Leonard's card after taking it from JS at compass on sat. Slept at three.
Christmas eve. Baked a cake for the pastors with 3 guys. afvice to those who wanna bake cakes, don't ask Leonard, Pan or Alvin. ask alton better. haha. they were tying to eat my cake before the even made it. yea. we took a cab down to bugis, went to buy cream after meeting Ruifa for the cake. Service was awesome that day. And I'm so proud of Ruifa! wow. he was praising and worship God. The Ruifa i know usually isn't like that. And he's coming back again!! haha. After that, went home for "christmas dinner" as well as my Grandpa's birthday. Really hataed that. Can you imagine your younger nephews and nieces disregarding you feelings and only caring about themselves, that they may be better than you in any way possible? Your cousins not treating you as an equal but as a low caster? Your aunts and uncles treating you as an invisible piece of wall? Felt this way before? Ever had your entire family think you just diappeared over the face of this earth? My uncles and aunts went to China and came back that night. My cousins went to help their parents get luggage, so that's one. I deliberately went over to call my aunts and uncle. All i recieved was an uh. There's a total of 7 of us. who's parents did not go to china. Me, Rytha, Nathan Jon, Colin, Mandy and Aaron. I called my aunts and no body could bother to ask abut how i was. But, wow. they went straight to my nephews and niece [ wa colin, this this this. Wa Mandy, that that that. Wa Aaron. this that this that.] Then it was Jon. Jon JOn... Then Nathan. Talk loads. Then they'd ask. where's rytha arhz? No body gave a S%#$ about me. Why did i even bother to come home for christmas? WHY!?!?!?!?! someone tell me WHY! freaking respect? if i didnt have it for them i would have loitered till christmas day before i went home. some christmas presents anyway. Useless stuff considered a luxury. What i wanted, nobody gave. What do or did i want? a NKJV bible. that's it. And i get all kinds of other stuff people think is nice, or somewhat needed. Some christmas. Had to write Christmas cards then go shower. slept at 4.
Christmas day. Went to park view square for usher. slept only 5 hrs. had to arrange 800++ chairs. had to stand at ther door to take attendance. and i almost fell asleep during service. that was how tired i was. After service, gave out impression slips. Pack all the stuff in usher room, and then got discipled. Great christmas. Wonderful. Just awesome. Not trying to be sarcastic or what, it has been a wonderful christmas, for real. the best ever actually. Just the few little nicks here and there.
Well, I'm tired. I've been tired since i started typing. Why not sleep then right? Good question. But i just had to let everything out. The hurt, the problems, the factors, etc etc. The heart aches, the hardest pain to cure. Paracetemol is not gonna help too. Well, I'm going to pray on this. I've not been so drained for long. Emotionally, physically and mentally. Gosh. what's happening!!!???!!!???!!! ARGH!!!
The idiosyncratic, the blessed, the nonchalent, the beautiful, the gregarious
Happy birthday Ongah and Jesus.
Agnetta.
251206
Respect. What is it actually about anyway? Can i say that i've hardly experience Respect at home? Nephews Nieces, Uncles aunties, Cousins, etc etc. So many. Yet no heck of a respect. I mean, it's ok if you poke fun at people for the fun of it but you never know when it might hurt a person. isn't this what's always been happening to me?
I have never been good enough for people to respect me. When i greet my uncles and aunts, all i get is a curt nod in return, and they're not even looking in my direction. And yet they call out toward those who sit in front of the TV and have no idea that they're there. Don't they have the "respect" to answer me back a hi? Nephews. Nieces. Aren't they one generation younger and also suppose to be respecting towards elders by age and authority? What gives. Do they? I can't say about my parents, coz i haven't seen anyone really respect their parents yet, so i don't really know this word respect. Respect : esteem for or a sense of the worth or excellence of a person, a personal quality or ability, or something considered as a manifestation of a personal quality or ability. That's the real thesaurus meaning of respect.
Seriously, i didn't mean to do the things i do, or say the things i say. I 've just been falling back into my old habits. So sorry, to whomever i might have offended. [This was the case that landed me a discipleship today.]
I understand the fact [Correction is not rejection], that doesn't stop it from not hurting though. Putting the phrase in better light would be the fact that if the person didn't care a heck about me, they wouldn't have discipled me. So, it seems that someone cares. Well, like i said, it doesn't stop the hurt. I know where the person is coming from, i see myself from there too. The problem was that i didn't catch myself doing it until it was over.
I don't know if it's some factors leading up to it, but, to the extent that i was so unaware. _______. [sigh]. I'm just afraid that the pendulum will swing again.
Well, since the Bangkok trip, i've been going for my therapy training. Haven't been sleeping enough, lack of food. Training for 3 days, then my mom decided to tell everyone in the group to hesitate to take me because i'm going back to school. Great. now i work 8 hours a week. with two indian kids. Not that i have anything against them, but i encountered problems in my sec school years with Indians and left them for the good only to travel one big round and come back here. Well, my monthly pay is like 640. wonderful. no money no nothing. Decorated Leonard's card after taking it from JS at compass on sat. Slept at three.
Christmas eve. Baked a cake for the pastors with 3 guys. afvice to those who wanna bake cakes, don't ask Leonard, Pan or Alvin. ask alton better. haha. they were tying to eat my cake before the even made it. yea. we took a cab down to bugis, went to buy cream after meeting Ruifa for the cake. Service was awesome that day. And I'm so proud of Ruifa! wow. he was praising and worship God. The Ruifa i know usually isn't like that. And he's coming back again!! haha. After that, went home for "christmas dinner" as well as my Grandpa's birthday. Really hataed that. Can you imagine your younger nephews and nieces disregarding you feelings and only caring about themselves, that they may be better than you in any way possible? Your cousins not treating you as an equal but as a low caster? Your aunts and uncles treating you as an invisible piece of wall? Felt this way before? Ever had your entire family think you just diappeared over the face of this earth? My uncles and aunts went to China and came back that night. My cousins went to help their parents get luggage, so that's one. I deliberately went over to call my aunts and uncle. All i recieved was an uh. There's a total of 7 of us. who's parents did not go to china. Me, Rytha, Nathan Jon, Colin, Mandy and Aaron. I called my aunts and no body could bother to ask abut how i was. But, wow. they went straight to my nephews and niece [ wa colin, this this this. Wa Mandy, that that that. Wa Aaron. this that this that.] Then it was Jon. Jon JOn... Then Nathan. Talk loads. Then they'd ask. where's rytha arhz? No body gave a S%#$ about me. Why did i even bother to come home for christmas? WHY!?!?!?!?! someone tell me WHY! freaking respect? if i didnt have it for them i would have loitered till christmas day before i went home. some christmas presents anyway. Useless stuff considered a luxury. What i wanted, nobody gave. What do or did i want? a NKJV bible. that's it. And i get all kinds of other stuff people think is nice, or somewhat needed. Some christmas. Had to write Christmas cards then go shower. slept at 4.
Christmas day. Went to park view square for usher. slept only 5 hrs. had to arrange 800++ chairs. had to stand at ther door to take attendance. and i almost fell asleep during service. that was how tired i was. After service, gave out impression slips. Pack all the stuff in usher room, and then got discipled. Great christmas. Wonderful. Just awesome. Not trying to be sarcastic or what, it has been a wonderful christmas, for real. the best ever actually. Just the few little nicks here and there.
Well, I'm tired. I've been tired since i started typing. Why not sleep then right? Good question. But i just had to let everything out. The hurt, the problems, the factors, etc etc. The heart aches, the hardest pain to cure. Paracetemol is not gonna help too. Well, I'm going to pray on this. I've not been so drained for long. Emotionally, physically and mentally. Gosh. what's happening!!!???!!!???!!! ARGH!!!
The idiosyncratic, the blessed, the nonchalent, the beautiful, the gregarious
Happy birthday Ongah and Jesus.
Agnetta.
251206
Friday, December 22, 2006
my work again.
Remember i posted that i'd be working as a therapist? well, i will i will i will. haha. at that point of time, i wasn't quite sure if parents would want me working for their kid, first factor, i'm still young, [rolls eyes], second factor, i'd be starting school soon. And it didn't help much that i was not there for the first two therapy days too. I was in bangkok shopping. haha. So, natural assumtions. Mr Wong will kill me for Assuming. so, well, i only did two families today. Yuan Ling and Amol.
Yuan Ling's taking 3 sessions with me Monday to Wednesday 12.30 -2.30. So, that's a first. Amol's parents wanted a twenty hour week with me. I don't know if i died and went to hell or died and flew to heaven. One thing was that i appreciated the fact that i was wanted by these two families having only seen me today. But twenty hours will most likely kill me, so Lee Fang [my trainer] decided to intervene and get me to do 5 sessions per week with him.
One session, is actually two hours. and per hour is a pay of $20. How will i ever be able to turn down this kinda job offer. moreover, it's going to allow me to go further ahead than everyone around me, it happens all the time. Wow. However, it's going to be a long year ahead. I'm going to try and do more in church [my mom will kill me kinda thing. she says i'm spending too much time in church.], Gotta start school. If i can get into Innova, good for me. but if not, it's either private or redoing the O's. Either way, i still get to work. But.
It's going to be a tough desicion giving up or taking. but, God delivers. So, we'll see how and what God wants me to do. hahaz.
Agnetta.
211206.
Yuan Ling's taking 3 sessions with me Monday to Wednesday 12.30 -2.30. So, that's a first. Amol's parents wanted a twenty hour week with me. I don't know if i died and went to hell or died and flew to heaven. One thing was that i appreciated the fact that i was wanted by these two families having only seen me today. But twenty hours will most likely kill me, so Lee Fang [my trainer] decided to intervene and get me to do 5 sessions per week with him.
One session, is actually two hours. and per hour is a pay of $20. How will i ever be able to turn down this kinda job offer. moreover, it's going to allow me to go further ahead than everyone around me, it happens all the time. Wow. However, it's going to be a long year ahead. I'm going to try and do more in church [my mom will kill me kinda thing. she says i'm spending too much time in church.], Gotta start school. If i can get into Innova, good for me. but if not, it's either private or redoing the O's. Either way, i still get to work. But.
It's going to be a tough desicion giving up or taking. but, God delivers. So, we'll see how and what God wants me to do. hahaz.
Agnetta.
211206.
Monday, December 18, 2006
Miracles.
Heyz, back again. well, this time after not long for i have a mission. to be one of the 400++ youths of our church to bring new friends to our church so that the total no. that comes to parkview square on christmas Eve is 1200!! A challenge? yes so but God gives us challenges to make us strong.
Now, I have Wendy S., Geraldine, Janice, Ruifa [all currently unconfirmed] Wendy used to be from CHC untill he left due to politics. I know hoGc will not be political. I can genuinely say that with trust of the people in our church.
Well, i last posted on Tuesday night, 12,12,06. Things do happen. Aand who says miracles can't happen within days of each other? Life itself is already our miracle. Anyway, It happen on thursday when Leonard msged me to come for the last day of VBS because he feels God has a word for me. At 7AM IN THE MORNING!!! WHY ARE YOU UP SO EARLY LEONARD!!!???!!! yeah. then JS called me at 9+ to ask if i was coming for the last day of VBS. I was groggy and can't remember what i said. Leonard called me soon after like 15 mins after. To tell me " i really think you should come today. i realy feel God has a word for you." OK OK!! i get it, I'm coming!! Don't you people sleep!!!???!!! argh. then JS called again. ARGHZ!!! then Pan called at 10 to ask me the same question again. you coming for VBS? yes, Yes, YES!!! how can i not since Leonard called me lerz. So donw to church i went.
I don't regret my going. Throughout the Word, i was writing writing writing. copying cpoying copying. coz leonard said " you should pay attention in the Word today k?" I'm like ermz ok fine. So, nothing really happened till closing. Wwe were asked to kneel down and pray and worship. So we did. And i was kneeling ad worshiping and CRYING!! i didn't even know why!!! And i was one of the last few up. wow. so after service Leonard came up to me to ask what God's word was. I was having so much difficulty describing it. Well, thankfully he understood. I was shaking like mad. well, realy don't know what happen too. So he and i were talking about what happen. Then supposed to go for revival but couldn't since i had to go home early. so went for dinner with Aalvin and Sharon.
Come Friday. I was suppose to go for revival meeting at 6.30. i was almost late since i left my house at 6. from my house to church usually takes a good 25 mins. so that day i prayed. that i wouldn't be late. and A thought flashed. I will not. wow. ok. so Friday evening. Note. Friday Evening. CTE was clear all the way. hahaz. i was there in 10 mins. Friday evening clear highways? a miracle upon itself. hahaz. so there i was for revival which was about the waves of urfing and the Waves of Christianity. Aand then Pastor Lia asked for people to be prayed for. I went in front!! hahaz. I loved being prayed for. hahaz. So i was like the first ten down and when paetor lia reached me, i felt my energy sucked away from me. I was leaning on Pasotor Lia's arm which was around me as she whispered to me. I could not feel my own strength. So she let me down and i was caught by the security personel and usher crew who were there. and i was th last. LAST up. wow. what Pastor Lia said to me i've told Leonard but dont think i should tell anyone else so.... And i just laid there. I wanted to get up. Wwell, my spiritual and physical self couldnt get up. i mean i wanted to get up but my body wouldn't respond.! For real! I know i could have broken the spiritual and physical binds with my mind but i didnt. So, i was so shocked when i saw that i was the last one up. Then after that, was praise. After that Leonard came up to me and Hey How are you? You ok? What went on. So we were juts talking about it. And he prophesied that i my being in church was not going to be mediocre but i was going to go far. Wow. Thanks for believing in me Leonard. Even i didn't think so far and Big myself. So after that, i had to rush off to meet my aunt to watch movie. Dejavu. Apt eh. sheesh. So , quite nice larz. Then went for dinner. at mac. then went back to her place via cab. i was using the com till late. then showered. the was around 3 i wanted to sleep. then i thought hey. i should do quiet time. so took out my ipod, praise song worship song, prayer then worship song again. AND AFTER THAT I COULDN'T SLEEP!!! haiz. i learnt my lesson. Don't attempt QT at 3 in the morning.
Saturday, woke up at 11. not enough sleep man. groggy. went for lunch then left for church. was almost late AGAIN!! haiz. this time during service i was so different from before don't know why but i was more caring about the people around me than me for once. wow. If you know me before i accepted and now that i have, you'd know i'm pretty different. I mean it's to such and extent that i can even tell so myself. wow. They went to catch a movie while i went home to pack. haiz. should have gone for the movie. didn't start packing till those that went for the movie came home. hahaz.
Sunday!!Leaving for Bangkok. haiz. hungry and tired. shop eat and then shop again. hahaz. i love shopping with my mom you know why? COZ SHE PAYS. woots. haaz. So, then went to Suan Lum night bazzar to shop again. there was this really nice cross i wanted to buy. which in the end i did after so so so much consideration. haiz. 2 crosses actually. She paid too. hahaz. So went back to hotel, bathed and did my QT again. this time at 1+ bangkok time. didn't sleep till 5+ walao. hahaz. So during that time, i decided to read the bible. NKJV. then as i closed it for the first time, this verse flashed in my head. Mark 6:12. [so they went out and preached that people might be saved.] wow. don't understand yet. but. then at 3:16 in the morning i was reading the book of John. hahaz John 3:16.
Monday. nothing much other my family went to temple to pray. [rolls eyes] i didnt though. i took pics. thankfully my dad didn't force me to. then went shopping at chinatown. bought loads of stuff. then went to MBK to shop. haahaz. bought alot of shirts too. hahaz. other than that, nothing much lerz. hahaz. Marcus[winifred's bro] and i were talking about bangkok and he was like "even though i'm a guy and hardly shop, MBK IS A MUST GO!" hahaz. coming from marcus, it sounds farny.
Anyway, just wanna thanks a few impt people.
1. Leonard [For your guidance through this phrase of uncertainty and questions. and also for you ttime and energy you gave to make me feel equally impt in mental and spiritual. THANKYOU!!]
2. Xueli [For the little gossip we shared when you dropped me off at the MRT. we'll continue talking about you know who ya. hahaz]
3. Sharon [ yes jie. hahaz. though you're still younger than me hahaz. love you loads gerl. love me too yar.]
4. Alton [for all those songs. anymore? i'm alittle greedy. hahaz.]
And also to my pastors and the security personel and usher crew that caught me. Thanks.
Mark 6:12
Agnetta.
181206.
Now, I have Wendy S., Geraldine, Janice, Ruifa [all currently unconfirmed] Wendy used to be from CHC untill he left due to politics. I know hoGc will not be political. I can genuinely say that with trust of the people in our church.
Well, i last posted on Tuesday night, 12,12,06. Things do happen. Aand who says miracles can't happen within days of each other? Life itself is already our miracle. Anyway, It happen on thursday when Leonard msged me to come for the last day of VBS because he feels God has a word for me. At 7AM IN THE MORNING!!! WHY ARE YOU UP SO EARLY LEONARD!!!???!!! yeah. then JS called me at 9+ to ask if i was coming for the last day of VBS. I was groggy and can't remember what i said. Leonard called me soon after like 15 mins after. To tell me " i really think you should come today. i realy feel God has a word for you." OK OK!! i get it, I'm coming!! Don't you people sleep!!!???!!! argh. then JS called again. ARGHZ!!! then Pan called at 10 to ask me the same question again. you coming for VBS? yes, Yes, YES!!! how can i not since Leonard called me lerz. So donw to church i went.
I don't regret my going. Throughout the Word, i was writing writing writing. copying cpoying copying. coz leonard said " you should pay attention in the Word today k?" I'm like ermz ok fine. So, nothing really happened till closing. Wwe were asked to kneel down and pray and worship. So we did. And i was kneeling ad worshiping and CRYING!! i didn't even know why!!! And i was one of the last few up. wow. so after service Leonard came up to me to ask what God's word was. I was having so much difficulty describing it. Well, thankfully he understood. I was shaking like mad. well, realy don't know what happen too. So he and i were talking about what happen. Then supposed to go for revival but couldn't since i had to go home early. so went for dinner with Aalvin and Sharon.
Come Friday. I was suppose to go for revival meeting at 6.30. i was almost late since i left my house at 6. from my house to church usually takes a good 25 mins. so that day i prayed. that i wouldn't be late. and A thought flashed. I will not. wow. ok. so Friday evening. Note. Friday Evening. CTE was clear all the way. hahaz. i was there in 10 mins. Friday evening clear highways? a miracle upon itself. hahaz. so there i was for revival which was about the waves of urfing and the Waves of Christianity. Aand then Pastor Lia asked for people to be prayed for. I went in front!! hahaz. I loved being prayed for. hahaz. So i was like the first ten down and when paetor lia reached me, i felt my energy sucked away from me. I was leaning on Pasotor Lia's arm which was around me as she whispered to me. I could not feel my own strength. So she let me down and i was caught by the security personel and usher crew who were there. and i was th last. LAST up. wow. what Pastor Lia said to me i've told Leonard but dont think i should tell anyone else so.... And i just laid there. I wanted to get up. Wwell, my spiritual and physical self couldnt get up. i mean i wanted to get up but my body wouldn't respond.! For real! I know i could have broken the spiritual and physical binds with my mind but i didnt. So, i was so shocked when i saw that i was the last one up. Then after that, was praise. After that Leonard came up to me and Hey How are you? You ok? What went on. So we were juts talking about it. And he prophesied that i my being in church was not going to be mediocre but i was going to go far. Wow. Thanks for believing in me Leonard. Even i didn't think so far and Big myself. So after that, i had to rush off to meet my aunt to watch movie. Dejavu. Apt eh. sheesh. So , quite nice larz. Then went for dinner. at mac. then went back to her place via cab. i was using the com till late. then showered. the was around 3 i wanted to sleep. then i thought hey. i should do quiet time. so took out my ipod, praise song worship song, prayer then worship song again. AND AFTER THAT I COULDN'T SLEEP!!! haiz. i learnt my lesson. Don't attempt QT at 3 in the morning.
Saturday, woke up at 11. not enough sleep man. groggy. went for lunch then left for church. was almost late AGAIN!! haiz. this time during service i was so different from before don't know why but i was more caring about the people around me than me for once. wow. If you know me before i accepted and now that i have, you'd know i'm pretty different. I mean it's to such and extent that i can even tell so myself. wow. They went to catch a movie while i went home to pack. haiz. should have gone for the movie. didn't start packing till those that went for the movie came home. hahaz.
Sunday!!Leaving for Bangkok. haiz. hungry and tired. shop eat and then shop again. hahaz. i love shopping with my mom you know why? COZ SHE PAYS. woots. haaz. So, then went to Suan Lum night bazzar to shop again. there was this really nice cross i wanted to buy. which in the end i did after so so so much consideration. haiz. 2 crosses actually. She paid too. hahaz. So went back to hotel, bathed and did my QT again. this time at 1+ bangkok time. didn't sleep till 5+ walao. hahaz. So during that time, i decided to read the bible. NKJV. then as i closed it for the first time, this verse flashed in my head. Mark 6:12. [so they went out and preached that people might be saved.] wow. don't understand yet. but. then at 3:16 in the morning i was reading the book of John. hahaz John 3:16.
Monday. nothing much other my family went to temple to pray. [rolls eyes] i didnt though. i took pics. thankfully my dad didn't force me to. then went shopping at chinatown. bought loads of stuff. then went to MBK to shop. haahaz. bought alot of shirts too. hahaz. other than that, nothing much lerz. hahaz. Marcus[winifred's bro] and i were talking about bangkok and he was like "even though i'm a guy and hardly shop, MBK IS A MUST GO!" hahaz. coming from marcus, it sounds farny.
Anyway, just wanna thanks a few impt people.
1. Leonard [For your guidance through this phrase of uncertainty and questions. and also for you ttime and energy you gave to make me feel equally impt in mental and spiritual. THANKYOU!!]
2. Xueli [For the little gossip we shared when you dropped me off at the MRT. we'll continue talking about you know who ya. hahaz]
3. Sharon [ yes jie. hahaz. though you're still younger than me hahaz. love you loads gerl. love me too yar.]
4. Alton [for all those songs. anymore? i'm alittle greedy. hahaz.]
And also to my pastors and the security personel and usher crew that caught me. Thanks.
Mark 6:12
Agnetta.
181206.
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
God..
Let's begin the story with the sunday after the ABA therapy. I went to church for service. Know what? I hadn't gone to church for service since the 22nd of Oct. yup. not nov. but oct. well, wasn't really in the mood as i was kinda in a i don't think i shpould be here kinda mood. So, went for meeting with Leonard. Turns out i was the only one from C1 having the meeting. freaked me out. thought what i was wanted for. well, no big thing anyway. it was to get people to come from chong boon to church. So after that, met GG, GC, jian sheng and Pam for dinner.Then went to get Icecream from Gelare. No one else wanted though. JS say's he'll go broke going out with me. hahaz. and i found out that GC's from malaysia. and she'd go back every night. problematic eh.
Monday morning. Went to the new Ikea Mega Mall. And now i know why tey call it a mega mall. Big and huge cannot describe it. WOW. So mom and i were walking around [i shop with my mom k. so she'll pay. haha.]and next thing i knew was that we bought new cupboards. haha. Two in fact. almost killed me trying to get it out of the shelf in Ikea. Yet, stared assembling the board only at around 11 PM. yup. you read right. at night. so we smashed, hammered and screwed till 1+. and i slept at like 2. walao... and i had usher for VBS today.
Well, technically, i cant come for VBS. PO. but mom agreed to let me go for usher. weird? yes i know. so morning. reached at 9. like few mins late though. so pack pack shift shift. and this time is not altitude doing ushering, though it was suppose to be Big doing. it consisted of Big, Altitude, and some other. we were brought from different groups to mix and blend. met some new people, experienced some new things [ next passage] achieved some things i never expected to be able to achieve. so we were arranging chairs. i'm like getting really good at that. haha. so zhi xiang and the rest of us were done with like 300 chairs in 45 mins!!! record. hahaz. even altitude hasn't done that. Shanny's going to kill me. hahaz. for ribbing altitude. hahaz. well, as seperate teams we seemed to not be able of doing it, but there was some real team work and coordination going on. and i must say chew ting [2i/c for Big, and coordinator for day] was impressed too!! hahaz. so, i did go for VBS today. technically. hahaz. we watched brave heart. and did quiet time, and watched a movie about some pastor preaching. Very well done. but hui min, xinhui and i were really sleepy though. And me and Xinhui couldn't sleep coz shanny was behind us. argh... tired and hungry. some like me hadn't eaten since last night. we had a break at 2. but had to do ushering so no time to eat. thought was going to have break after wards but never cant. thought service would end at 5? thought wrong again. ARGH. sso, well, Pastor How went up and asked us to speak and allow the holy spirit to talk to us, as the video was about batism in the holy spirit. So, thought. that's the next story. Later paired up to help someone pray. i prayed for Xinhui and she for me. God told her to tell me, i may have been back stabbed, and hurt, but God will always be there for me. and that if anything i could always seek him and if not, the church and it's people. and she was so spot on. I never told her i was from somewhere which backstabbed and hurt me. This proves, God exists. and He told me to tell her that her faith was faltering and He wants her to know that even though He could not be seen, he will always be there. And that she is capable of bigger things than she has done or is doing now. and i was right too!! WOW~!!!!!!
Now for the story which i said impacted me. The holy spirit spoke to me. As we were doing quiet time, i was just trying. k. i never really paid much heed to it actualy. till today. i decided to try. So i prayed. for strength and deliverance. I prayed for Him to give me courage to stand up and Breakthrough of my cocoon and emerge a butterfly. I prayed for ability to help the special children he put intho those loving families. and so in turn help their family to see their special children as a blessing and not a curse. And i prayed for chance to shine. then i heard a voice. not mine this time. It said, you can do it already. so go ahead and achieve big dreams. I was in rapid shock. as everyone else was stil doing quiet time, i didn't stand up or disrub. so i just sat there. after service, i went to find Pan, to tell him i'm not going for Joy's birthday party. then when i walked in, i saw weijie. Being my leader, i thought that i should tell him what is going on with me in any sense since he really cares about me. So, i told him. And he told me, that i would be used by God more as my ability was my speech. i was able to talk and persuade people to come and love and grow in God's mercy and Love. And after that, i saw Leonard and Jiansheng. I told then what happened too. Leonard seem to know that that was the first time He spoke to me. Leonard also told me some advice. That i was a strong girl. and i was going to be used by the lord. Looks like I was put in church for a reason. to help God and the church. I had never been able to talk to Weijie about these things before. and now, it's like i'm a whole new person. I never favoured talking to people i'm new to about these things too but here i am, telling leonard. God exists to help change lives, as he changed mine.
Whoever is reading this blog of mine now, i challenge you to be come to Heart of God church [you can meet me and go together] saturdays {4-6pm} Sunday {adult service 10am-12pm, youth service 2-4pm} For more details, you can always ask me for information. Pick up this challenge for those who do not believe in christ and see what God can do to change your life.
I hear you lord.
Agnetta.
121206.
Monday morning. Went to the new Ikea Mega Mall. And now i know why tey call it a mega mall. Big and huge cannot describe it. WOW. So mom and i were walking around [i shop with my mom k. so she'll pay. haha.]and next thing i knew was that we bought new cupboards. haha. Two in fact. almost killed me trying to get it out of the shelf in Ikea. Yet, stared assembling the board only at around 11 PM. yup. you read right. at night. so we smashed, hammered and screwed till 1+. and i slept at like 2. walao... and i had usher for VBS today.
Well, technically, i cant come for VBS. PO. but mom agreed to let me go for usher. weird? yes i know. so morning. reached at 9. like few mins late though. so pack pack shift shift. and this time is not altitude doing ushering, though it was suppose to be Big doing. it consisted of Big, Altitude, and some other. we were brought from different groups to mix and blend. met some new people, experienced some new things [ next passage] achieved some things i never expected to be able to achieve. so we were arranging chairs. i'm like getting really good at that. haha. so zhi xiang and the rest of us were done with like 300 chairs in 45 mins!!! record. hahaz. even altitude hasn't done that. Shanny's going to kill me. hahaz. for ribbing altitude. hahaz. well, as seperate teams we seemed to not be able of doing it, but there was some real team work and coordination going on. and i must say chew ting [2i/c for Big, and coordinator for day] was impressed too!! hahaz. so, i did go for VBS today. technically. hahaz. we watched brave heart. and did quiet time, and watched a movie about some pastor preaching. Very well done. but hui min, xinhui and i were really sleepy though. And me and Xinhui couldn't sleep coz shanny was behind us. argh... tired and hungry. some like me hadn't eaten since last night. we had a break at 2. but had to do ushering so no time to eat. thought was going to have break after wards but never cant. thought service would end at 5? thought wrong again. ARGH. sso, well, Pastor How went up and asked us to speak and allow the holy spirit to talk to us, as the video was about batism in the holy spirit. So, thought. that's the next story. Later paired up to help someone pray. i prayed for Xinhui and she for me. God told her to tell me, i may have been back stabbed, and hurt, but God will always be there for me. and that if anything i could always seek him and if not, the church and it's people. and she was so spot on. I never told her i was from somewhere which backstabbed and hurt me. This proves, God exists. and He told me to tell her that her faith was faltering and He wants her to know that even though He could not be seen, he will always be there. And that she is capable of bigger things than she has done or is doing now. and i was right too!! WOW~!!!!!!
Now for the story which i said impacted me. The holy spirit spoke to me. As we were doing quiet time, i was just trying. k. i never really paid much heed to it actualy. till today. i decided to try. So i prayed. for strength and deliverance. I prayed for Him to give me courage to stand up and Breakthrough of my cocoon and emerge a butterfly. I prayed for ability to help the special children he put intho those loving families. and so in turn help their family to see their special children as a blessing and not a curse. And i prayed for chance to shine. then i heard a voice. not mine this time. It said, you can do it already. so go ahead and achieve big dreams. I was in rapid shock. as everyone else was stil doing quiet time, i didn't stand up or disrub. so i just sat there. after service, i went to find Pan, to tell him i'm not going for Joy's birthday party. then when i walked in, i saw weijie. Being my leader, i thought that i should tell him what is going on with me in any sense since he really cares about me. So, i told him. And he told me, that i would be used by God more as my ability was my speech. i was able to talk and persuade people to come and love and grow in God's mercy and Love. And after that, i saw Leonard and Jiansheng. I told then what happened too. Leonard seem to know that that was the first time He spoke to me. Leonard also told me some advice. That i was a strong girl. and i was going to be used by the lord. Looks like I was put in church for a reason. to help God and the church. I had never been able to talk to Weijie about these things before. and now, it's like i'm a whole new person. I never favoured talking to people i'm new to about these things too but here i am, telling leonard. God exists to help change lives, as he changed mine.
Whoever is reading this blog of mine now, i challenge you to be come to Heart of God church [you can meet me and go together] saturdays {4-6pm} Sunday {adult service 10am-12pm, youth service 2-4pm} For more details, you can always ask me for information. Pick up this challenge for those who do not believe in christ and see what God can do to change your life.
I hear you lord.
Agnetta.
121206.
Monday, December 11, 2006
Love???
You know, whenever i see people getting attached or see people of themselves and their boy or girlfriends in their pictures. I get jealous. WTH. even i think i'm mad for getting jealous. Is it because i want that guy to like me instead? like that's madness purer than what it originally was.
Is it cause i need someone there for me? Someone who can just be there all the time? Someone to call my own? Then i see. there is. There's God. You might not believe. you might scorn. so what? i know what i hold firm to. God's there for me. maybe not physically, but at least he is there for me in mind. I cannot say that he has been there for me 100%. but then again, maybe i wasn't looking hard enough.
Well, back to ther original topic or BGR photos. i want someone to call my own. to be there for me. then there is church. who will always be there for me. With Sharon, Winifred, Xueli, Pam, Jiansheng, Pan, etc etc.
When i see pics of Jas and Amy. i get jealous because i once loved him but... then i see deeper into those pics, i think. what has jasper become? in his relationship with Amy, has he ended up worst that he was before? either way, i wish the two luck in their relationship.
Then seeing further? Jas is a reminder of where i once came from. a reminder of who i once was, and who i might have one day become. Thankfully, i am out of there, and not in that pit hole.
I might still get jealous that there's no one here for me. but God delivers, doesn't he? Yes i long for someone to be here for me. Here and Now. It might not be jasper, not _______, nor_____. Jessica has tried match making me to whichever whoever. but then? hahaz.
I know where i want to go. I don't want to be samson and end up loving delilah. Loving the wrong man for the wrong reasons. I want my dreams to blow big. with dreams come decisions, dedication and then discipline. To love will cut my dreams. so is it to dream or to let this heart decide? damn i'm at this stupid cross road again. I want my road to Eshtaol. and i never want to end up at Zorah. but to remain at Mahaneh Dan? everyone seems to be here. so am i suppose to be following everyone? But neither do i want to remain at this gate called Mahaneh Dan.
Haha. now i laugh. guess why? i don't even have someone i like!!! hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. i love laughing at myself. caause i don't get insulted by me, and i don't insult anyone but me which i technically cant insult so. here goes. hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. but well, just people who have been there for me to jabber at, to say all that i need to say, thanks. like Marcus [maybe cause i've been talking to you so much these days], winifred [Friend forever!] and others. you know what. i just realised the two names i put down are siblings. hahaz. wini and marcus are bro and sis. hahaa. wth..
Anyway, who needs jasper as a stead or who whatsoever when i have friends to rib and enjoy my life with. yes, i may still feel the down of not having someone there, but at least there is satisfaction in knowing that i don't need a stead 24/7 like what they are because i have HEART OF GOD CHURCH!!!!!!
And also to allow people to love what you are not who you are. coz loving who you are is like loving david beckham because he's famous. Love me for my attitude. my idiosyncrasis. my what ever what ever what ever. so??
who other than God is capable of that?
Love me for what i am not who i am.
Agnetta.
101206.
Is it cause i need someone there for me? Someone who can just be there all the time? Someone to call my own? Then i see. there is. There's God. You might not believe. you might scorn. so what? i know what i hold firm to. God's there for me. maybe not physically, but at least he is there for me in mind. I cannot say that he has been there for me 100%. but then again, maybe i wasn't looking hard enough.
Well, back to ther original topic or BGR photos. i want someone to call my own. to be there for me. then there is church. who will always be there for me. With Sharon, Winifred, Xueli, Pam, Jiansheng, Pan, etc etc.
When i see pics of Jas and Amy. i get jealous because i once loved him but... then i see deeper into those pics, i think. what has jasper become? in his relationship with Amy, has he ended up worst that he was before? either way, i wish the two luck in their relationship.
Then seeing further? Jas is a reminder of where i once came from. a reminder of who i once was, and who i might have one day become. Thankfully, i am out of there, and not in that pit hole.
I might still get jealous that there's no one here for me. but God delivers, doesn't he? Yes i long for someone to be here for me. Here and Now. It might not be jasper, not _______, nor_____. Jessica has tried match making me to whichever whoever. but then? hahaz.
I know where i want to go. I don't want to be samson and end up loving delilah. Loving the wrong man for the wrong reasons. I want my dreams to blow big. with dreams come decisions, dedication and then discipline. To love will cut my dreams. so is it to dream or to let this heart decide? damn i'm at this stupid cross road again. I want my road to Eshtaol. and i never want to end up at Zorah. but to remain at Mahaneh Dan? everyone seems to be here. so am i suppose to be following everyone? But neither do i want to remain at this gate called Mahaneh Dan.
Haha. now i laugh. guess why? i don't even have someone i like!!! hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. i love laughing at myself. caause i don't get insulted by me, and i don't insult anyone but me which i technically cant insult so. here goes. hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. but well, just people who have been there for me to jabber at, to say all that i need to say, thanks. like Marcus [maybe cause i've been talking to you so much these days], winifred [Friend forever!] and others. you know what. i just realised the two names i put down are siblings. hahaz. wini and marcus are bro and sis. hahaa. wth..
Anyway, who needs jasper as a stead or who whatsoever when i have friends to rib and enjoy my life with. yes, i may still feel the down of not having someone there, but at least there is satisfaction in knowing that i don't need a stead 24/7 like what they are because i have HEART OF GOD CHURCH!!!!!!
And also to allow people to love what you are not who you are. coz loving who you are is like loving david beckham because he's famous. Love me for my attitude. my idiosyncrasis. my what ever what ever what ever. so??
who other than God is capable of that?
Love me for what i am not who i am.
Agnetta.
101206.
Friday, December 08, 2006
New[s]
A new end, a new beginnig. A new start, a new look, a new Me. And how do i start these news? By chopping off my hair. literally. so now, it hangs 2 inches below my shoulder. haha. it actually suit me though it gives the impression i look like 10 years older than what i should be. haha.I'm thinking of getting another few inches chopped off again. i wonder how i'd look. haha.
So for new ends. i went back to BF. we talk. no need to mention who but just we as BF members. met 2 new guys there. one a bass singer and the other a bassit. oh and he's really hot. haha. hot bod man. woohoo!! haha. cool eh. hahaz.
i'm starting my course tml. hooefully i get something outta somewhere or someone. well, nothing much other than my hair cut and my missing 24!!!! argh...
New hair new me..
Agnetta.
071206.
So for new ends. i went back to BF. we talk. no need to mention who but just we as BF members. met 2 new guys there. one a bass singer and the other a bassit. oh and he's really hot. haha. hot bod man. woohoo!! haha. cool eh. hahaz.
i'm starting my course tml. hooefully i get something outta somewhere or someone. well, nothing much other than my hair cut and my missing 24!!!! argh...
New hair new me..
Agnetta.
071206.
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
life's boring.
Woohoo. It's been long long long. well, not as long as when i didnt post for one month but these days. haiz. hahaz. it's more of like i'm suddenly lazy to type. hahaz.
i used to keep journals. like literal journal entries where i write deligently everyday. then i started blogging where problems started arising. and i locked this blog. hahaz. so my circle seems to claim me back to where i started out from. i prefer writing to actually typing now. idiotic i know. but... i think this it's so fun ranting about nothing that really concerns you or anyone around you. HAHAHAHA. i'm slightly nuts now.
Withdrawal. from what? guess what. after this you'd think i'm even more mad than i am now already. hahaz. withdrawal from my studies. i know, i know. but it's i seem to see alot of my books strewn around my room. i use to "study" these books. haha. now i seem to miss studying. haiz. seriously. i thought it'd blow over soon. wrong wrong i was.
anyway.
from 1st till now, nothing much happened.
1st: ABA.
2nd: sleep sleep eat and sleep.
3rd: usher in church. I almost fainted. woops. [for real k. you can verify with ernest. i grabbed him before i almost fainted, if i didnt manage to scratch him i think i would have landed on the floor.]
4th,5th,6th:chalet. VBS[which i didnt go] due to PO.
so. that's it. haiz. life is boring.
Agnetta.
061206
i used to keep journals. like literal journal entries where i write deligently everyday. then i started blogging where problems started arising. and i locked this blog. hahaz. so my circle seems to claim me back to where i started out from. i prefer writing to actually typing now. idiotic i know. but... i think this it's so fun ranting about nothing that really concerns you or anyone around you. HAHAHAHA. i'm slightly nuts now.
Withdrawal. from what? guess what. after this you'd think i'm even more mad than i am now already. hahaz. withdrawal from my studies. i know, i know. but it's i seem to see alot of my books strewn around my room. i use to "study" these books. haha. now i seem to miss studying. haiz. seriously. i thought it'd blow over soon. wrong wrong i was.
anyway.
from 1st till now, nothing much happened.
1st: ABA.
2nd: sleep sleep eat and sleep.
3rd: usher in church. I almost fainted. woops. [for real k. you can verify with ernest. i grabbed him before i almost fainted, if i didnt manage to scratch him i think i would have landed on the floor.]
4th,5th,6th:chalet. VBS[which i didnt go] due to PO.
so. that's it. haiz. life is boring.
Agnetta.
061206
Saturday, December 02, 2006
Work..??
remember in the last post yesterday that i said that i was most likely going to work in secret recipie? well, i most likely will not. haha.
I may be working as a therapist in this ABA therapy. ABA actually represents applied behavioural analysis. so... i will end up being a therapist who house hops and does therapy for special needs children. Sound weird? sound ridiculous with the fact that i'm 16? sound nuts that i'm going to be a therapist? i know. i find it weird too.
It actually started out today afternoon when this ABA therapist came to my house to work on jon. so, i decided to not sit in this time round. [for those who dont know i actually sit in during the therapy when 2 australians do therapy.] a little dragy yes i know but its fun. but it doesnt help that it makes me see more than what everyone sees.
So well, I'm going for a course next friday and saturday, and then starting training at a workshop on monday to friday the following week. and after that the families who choose me as their therapist will get me house hopping. and guess what. Im doing overtime at home and not getting paid!!! hahaz. not that it matters. since he's my brother. [he aint heavy, he's my brother.] haha.
but guess what? it pays better than secret recipie!!! haha. SR pays $5 per hour. seems like alot? guess what. ABA therapy pays $20 per hour!!! hahahahahahaha. who laughs last laughs best. haha. and my family [not the neutral (if you dont know what neutral family means it actually means onkly your mother father and those in the direct line to you. so grandparents are not counted.) one] has been ribbing me why havent i got a job yet. im like so pissed larz. they're like work in mac larz. oso good mahz. at least it pays. like yeah, $2.50? I'd rather not work. like i cant match up eh,...
well, who laughs last laughs best. Thankfully i didnt take the mac job. nor the SR one. hahaz. I'm the one earning now!!! hahahahahahahaha. like can you imagine i work at SR for 6 hours. and earn $30. and one therapy session earns me $40 already [one therapy session is 2 hours]. you dont have to be smart to know which one to pick. haha. well, im not smart but i aint stuipid either, but i certainly know which one i'm going to pick. hahaha.
So my upcoming schedule will be pretty hectic as such:
Sunday: usher in church, family dinner. [supposed to be having dinner with C1 and leonard de.]
Monday to Thursday: Chalet
Friday, saturday: ABA lecture
Monday to Friday: ABA workshop.
Sunday to Wednesday: Thailand trip.
Nutty? i know. the only free days i have left are tml, 10th[sun] 16th[sat] and next thing you know, it's 5 days to christmas and 11 days to create, heart awards and the new year! imagine, how fast this year's flow. and when you think back. it really flew. and thinking deeper, it's going to be the end of the 7th and start of the 8th year after the new millennium. millennium is a real dificult word to spell. it has 2m, 2n and 2l. oh and 2e. wth. haha.
but, well, like is a race. but stand and enjoy w hat you have. quoting a friend, life's too short to be bogged down by everlasting problems. and you know what? you actually create those problems yourself. haha, well, i'm not going to create more problems anymore. =)
Well, im going to see how life goes on. haha. love all..
Agnetta.
011206.
I may be working as a therapist in this ABA therapy. ABA actually represents applied behavioural analysis. so... i will end up being a therapist who house hops and does therapy for special needs children. Sound weird? sound ridiculous with the fact that i'm 16? sound nuts that i'm going to be a therapist? i know. i find it weird too.
It actually started out today afternoon when this ABA therapist came to my house to work on jon. so, i decided to not sit in this time round. [for those who dont know i actually sit in during the therapy when 2 australians do therapy.] a little dragy yes i know but its fun. but it doesnt help that it makes me see more than what everyone sees.
So well, I'm going for a course next friday and saturday, and then starting training at a workshop on monday to friday the following week. and after that the families who choose me as their therapist will get me house hopping. and guess what. Im doing overtime at home and not getting paid!!! hahaz. not that it matters. since he's my brother. [he aint heavy, he's my brother.] haha.
but guess what? it pays better than secret recipie!!! haha. SR pays $5 per hour. seems like alot? guess what. ABA therapy pays $20 per hour!!! hahahahahahaha. who laughs last laughs best. haha. and my family [not the neutral (if you dont know what neutral family means it actually means onkly your mother father and those in the direct line to you. so grandparents are not counted.) one] has been ribbing me why havent i got a job yet. im like so pissed larz. they're like work in mac larz. oso good mahz. at least it pays. like yeah, $2.50? I'd rather not work. like i cant match up eh,...
well, who laughs last laughs best. Thankfully i didnt take the mac job. nor the SR one. hahaz. I'm the one earning now!!! hahahahahahahaha. like can you imagine i work at SR for 6 hours. and earn $30. and one therapy session earns me $40 already [one therapy session is 2 hours]. you dont have to be smart to know which one to pick. haha. well, im not smart but i aint stuipid either, but i certainly know which one i'm going to pick. hahaha.
So my upcoming schedule will be pretty hectic as such:
Sunday: usher in church, family dinner. [supposed to be having dinner with C1 and leonard de.]
Monday to Thursday: Chalet
Friday, saturday: ABA lecture
Monday to Friday: ABA workshop.
Sunday to Wednesday: Thailand trip.
Nutty? i know. the only free days i have left are tml, 10th[sun] 16th[sat] and next thing you know, it's 5 days to christmas and 11 days to create, heart awards and the new year! imagine, how fast this year's flow. and when you think back. it really flew. and thinking deeper, it's going to be the end of the 7th and start of the 8th year after the new millennium. millennium is a real dificult word to spell. it has 2m, 2n and 2l. oh and 2e. wth. haha.
but, well, like is a race. but stand and enjoy w hat you have. quoting a friend, life's too short to be bogged down by everlasting problems. and you know what? you actually create those problems yourself. haha, well, i'm not going to create more problems anymore. =)
Well, im going to see how life goes on. haha. love all..
Agnetta.
011206.
Friday, December 01, 2006
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