This will be short.
Anut, uncle + uncle: puma handbag[the one you saw me carrying today], burberry perfume, face colours, book, and hmmm =)
Parents:
300 DOLLARS CASH! [I'm really shocked.]
Uncle: 50 bucks.
Grandmother:
[it's her birthday today too. well, chinese one anyway] 60 bucks.
Pan and Jiansheng: A blue bear that subsequently became a tear absorber haha. and a card full of tender loving care.
Winifred and Boon Keat: A christian city churches CD and they sponsered my cake.
Weijie: A pooh puzzle in a file. and a very special, moving and touching dedication.
Thanks to that guy i just knew today. Dont wanna spell your name just in case i get it wrong.
Thanks for yelling fo the church to hear that's it my birthday and to get them to sing me a birthday song. You got a damn loud voice.
I love my sweet sixteen.
Agnetta.
08.10.06
Monday, October 09, 2006
My Special Sweet Sixteen.
08.10.06
I officially turn Sixteen.
At 0000am today,
i received a call from someone i didn't know.
I couldn't recognize that voice and apparently that person was having fun teasing me about who he was.
Later he spilled and unexpectedly turned out to be the very adorable Weikiat.
Hahaz.
Then Flora called.
another unexpected caller.
Called for?
Fun?
NO..
these people called to wish me happy birthday.
Then weijie called.
So our conference was talking about me and my birthdae.
And these 3 sang me HOGC's version of Happie birthdae.
I'm not going to tell you what it is.
It belongs to us only.
hahaz.
So, when i went to church, i was high. God's pressence was in me.
And after survice, i was to be shocked.
i was presented with a cake from Winifred.
I was so surprised and touched.
I nearly cried.
Then this guy that i just knew, don't wanna spell your name just in case i get it wrong. [well, now i know. it's XION! he's korean. =)]
YELLED! "HEY CHURCH! IT;S AGNETTA'S BIRTHDAY TODAY! LET'S SING HER A BIRTHDAY SONG!"
Ok.
And the church sang their verson of Happy birthday as well.
I was so moved.
It was so awesome to have so many people being focused on you.
Hahaz.
I enjoy the limelight once in a while.=)
And Boon Keat gave me a CD, well, it's from a group of them so i don't know who i cant thank them personally, well, THANKS ANYWAY.
And like it's so amazing coz i only know BK for one week, well, actually less than that!!
And then Weijie also gave me a file.
Weird, i know.
But when i opened it up, it was a puzzle.
Oh so sweet.
Pan and Jiansheng gave me a bear.
Hahaz.
And a card full of Tender Loving Care.
Hahaz.
So after my presentation of cake and God's blessings, It was Pan's turn.
Hahahaz
We were having fun and i know.
Now Pan has 4 books to read. Anyone who gave him presents all gave him books.
HAHAZ.
He's still that nerd from school.
Hahaz.
woops.
So after cakes, we went to suntec.
Cause Yangyi and Weikiat and some others were there.
So, i couldn't really see well cause my contacts were giving me problems.
And i fell!!!!!
WALAO.
i overwalked a step.
Anyway,
We went to Pizza Hut for dinner.
We had like one slice of pizza each larz.
hahaz.
Pan didn't wanna order more, coz he said it was too expensive and that they couldn't make me pay so much.
YES, i sponsered dinner.
Then we went to watch some laser thingy at the fountain of Wealth.
Was pretty bored, keep wanting to get out of the water's way.
They just kept me there.
Then i heard a dedication being read.
"TO AGNETTA AND PAN FROM HOGC HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AGNETTA AND PAN. GOD LOVES YOU AND SO DO WE."
I was so surprised.
Then came some words flashing on the water front.
To: Agnetta and Pan.
From: HOGC.
Happy birthday. God loves you and so do we. From those who love you dearly.
When the words were announced, i was surprised. When the words came out i was trying to not cry.
Then Weijie and Weikiat turned to smile at me.
I cried.
So i did.
I was so touched.
Well, after that we did go home. haha.
But imagine this.
I'm with HOGC for 5 weeks.
And I've know BF and BFY for 1.5 years.
And no one from the fellowship had the heart to msg HAPPY BIRTHDAY, except jess, perry, ronghan and XQ after i screwed him.
I accepted Christ into my life on 071006.
So on my nick it reads, I'm a christian ask me why.
Everyone literally asked me why.
NO ONE, NOT EVEN XINQIANG WISHED ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
some fellowship you are.
We'll be talking more about you.
So yeah.
I know some people for a few weeks, some even one week, like BK.
Seriously BK, thankyou, i didn't expect you to really get me a cake, much less a present.
Weijie, Thanks for getting us to suntec for this dedication.
Well, apparenlty everyone knew about he dedication except me.
Well, that was partially the reason why i cried.
Though we've only been friends for short times, You've been more Friends than those i use to know.
And they could dare to call themselves Friends.
God's pressence and these God sent Friends are True.
Property of Heart Of God Church only.
Well, these are the messages sent to me:
[In chronological order]
Weijie:
Yo. Happy birthday! Haha. Hope you grow 1 more year of happinessgrowth in God and excellence. Enjoy your christian life.
[Yes i will be happy in HOGC, and i will definately enjoy my christian life.]
Flora:
hello gal!I'm sorry didnt talk to you much today! anw HAPPY BIRTHDAY! haha. 16 already! must do well for Os ok? Haha. Happy happy birthday! =D miss you.
[of coz i will do well.]
Pan:
Happy Birthday.
[Happry birthday too Pancake twin.]
Roderick:
Happy birthday. 16 le. can watch nc 16 wif us le wor. ha. u been such an awesome friend and stay cheerful.
[yes, can watch nc 16 le. hahaz]
Joy:
Happy birthday Pan and Agnetta=) Gwen says happy birthday also.
[Lets go to pitstop soon yeah.=)]
Jiansheng:
Happy bd to you =) happy bd to you =) happy bd to agnetta happy bd to you=) ok well i go sleep le.
[Hahaz, please sleep before you fall asleep talking to me again. =)]
Janice:
Happy birthday sweetie.
[babe, your my best friend and i thank you for everything you have done for me.]
Winifred:
Happy birthday agnetta :D
[Thanks for everything babe.=)]
Weefong:
Happy birthday take care and stay sweet forever:)
[i was never under the impression i was sweet:D]
Those were the birthday messages.
And i came home, i sent out a really long message:
Hey guys... Thanks for making my sweet sixteen so memorable... ThoughI've only know you guys for like five weeks... some maybe less... what you have done for me... well... this is a first... :)I'm touched. Really really touched.Special thanks to weikiat... for his idea of dedication...[i later found out that it was weijie's idea to do and also his doing to get us there. THANKS WEIJIE!!] God loves me... Just like you guys... so... i love you too... Thanks for making my sweet sixteen so special. Love you guys... Agnetta.
[long eh.]
Message sent to Weijie, weikiat, boonkeat, pan, christopher, yangyi, shuwah, winifred, flora, jiansheng.
Replies back were:
Yangyi:
Haha. yeah Great to know you!
Jiansheng:
Wow that's really thoughtful. I hope that no matter what problem you're facing now or in the future.You will stand strong in God.
Winifred:
Hey agnetta! your welcome :) Love you too!!
Boon Keat:
=) NP. we can do it all again!!!Haa. We are also grateful tt you willing to spend your 16th with us. As much as God took care of the birds wad more us?His greatest creation. =D Love you. May God give you his blessings in every area in life. Love you =)
Well, guys, from the bottom of my heart, THANK YOU again and I LOVE YOU!!!
Will there ever be?
TLC needed.
I'm a christian ask me why.
Agnetta.
081006
Our birthday!
I officially turn Sixteen.
At 0000am today,
i received a call from someone i didn't know.
I couldn't recognize that voice and apparently that person was having fun teasing me about who he was.
Later he spilled and unexpectedly turned out to be the very adorable Weikiat.
Hahaz.
Then Flora called.
another unexpected caller.
Called for?
Fun?
NO..
these people called to wish me happy birthday.
Then weijie called.
So our conference was talking about me and my birthdae.
And these 3 sang me HOGC's version of Happie birthdae.
I'm not going to tell you what it is.
It belongs to us only.
hahaz.
So, when i went to church, i was high. God's pressence was in me.
And after survice, i was to be shocked.
i was presented with a cake from Winifred.
I was so surprised and touched.
I nearly cried.
Then this guy that i just knew, don't wanna spell your name just in case i get it wrong. [well, now i know. it's XION! he's korean. =)]
YELLED! "HEY CHURCH! IT;S AGNETTA'S BIRTHDAY TODAY! LET'S SING HER A BIRTHDAY SONG!"
Ok.
And the church sang their verson of Happy birthday as well.
I was so moved.
It was so awesome to have so many people being focused on you.
Hahaz.
I enjoy the limelight once in a while.=)
And Boon Keat gave me a CD, well, it's from a group of them so i don't know who i cant thank them personally, well, THANKS ANYWAY.
And like it's so amazing coz i only know BK for one week, well, actually less than that!!
And then Weijie also gave me a file.
Weird, i know.
But when i opened it up, it was a puzzle.
Oh so sweet.
Pan and Jiansheng gave me a bear.
Hahaz.
And a card full of Tender Loving Care.
Hahaz.
So after my presentation of cake and God's blessings, It was Pan's turn.
Hahahaz
We were having fun and i know.
Now Pan has 4 books to read. Anyone who gave him presents all gave him books.
HAHAZ.
He's still that nerd from school.
Hahaz.
woops.
So after cakes, we went to suntec.
Cause Yangyi and Weikiat and some others were there.
So, i couldn't really see well cause my contacts were giving me problems.
And i fell!!!!!
WALAO.
i overwalked a step.
Anyway,
We went to Pizza Hut for dinner.
We had like one slice of pizza each larz.
hahaz.
Pan didn't wanna order more, coz he said it was too expensive and that they couldn't make me pay so much.
YES, i sponsered dinner.
Then we went to watch some laser thingy at the fountain of Wealth.
Was pretty bored, keep wanting to get out of the water's way.
They just kept me there.
Then i heard a dedication being read.
"TO AGNETTA AND PAN FROM HOGC HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AGNETTA AND PAN. GOD LOVES YOU AND SO DO WE."
I was so surprised.
Then came some words flashing on the water front.
To: Agnetta and Pan.
From: HOGC.
Happy birthday. God loves you and so do we. From those who love you dearly.
When the words were announced, i was surprised. When the words came out i was trying to not cry.
Then Weijie and Weikiat turned to smile at me.
I cried.
So i did.
I was so touched.
Well, after that we did go home. haha.
But imagine this.
I'm with HOGC for 5 weeks.
And I've know BF and BFY for 1.5 years.
And no one from the fellowship had the heart to msg HAPPY BIRTHDAY, except jess, perry, ronghan and XQ after i screwed him.
I accepted Christ into my life on 071006.
So on my nick it reads, I'm a christian ask me why.
Everyone literally asked me why.
NO ONE, NOT EVEN XINQIANG WISHED ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
some fellowship you are.
We'll be talking more about you.
So yeah.
I know some people for a few weeks, some even one week, like BK.
Seriously BK, thankyou, i didn't expect you to really get me a cake, much less a present.
Weijie, Thanks for getting us to suntec for this dedication.
Well, apparenlty everyone knew about he dedication except me.
Well, that was partially the reason why i cried.
Though we've only been friends for short times, You've been more Friends than those i use to know.
And they could dare to call themselves Friends.
God's pressence and these God sent Friends are True.
Property of Heart Of God Church only.
Well, these are the messages sent to me:
[In chronological order]
Weijie:
Yo. Happy birthday! Haha. Hope you grow 1 more year of happinessgrowth in God and excellence. Enjoy your christian life.
[Yes i will be happy in HOGC, and i will definately enjoy my christian life.]
Flora:
hello gal!I'm sorry didnt talk to you much today! anw HAPPY BIRTHDAY! haha. 16 already! must do well for Os ok? Haha. Happy happy birthday! =D miss you.
[of coz i will do well.]
Pan:
Happy Birthday.
[Happry birthday too Pancake twin.]
Roderick:
Happy birthday. 16 le. can watch nc 16 wif us le wor. ha. u been such an awesome friend and stay cheerful.
[yes, can watch nc 16 le. hahaz]
Joy:
Happy birthday Pan and Agnetta=) Gwen says happy birthday also.
[Lets go to pitstop soon yeah.=)]
Jiansheng:
Happy bd to you =) happy bd to you =) happy bd to agnetta happy bd to you=) ok well i go sleep le.
[Hahaz, please sleep before you fall asleep talking to me again. =)]
Janice:
Happy birthday sweetie.
[babe, your my best friend and i thank you for everything you have done for me.]
Winifred:
Happy birthday agnetta :D
[Thanks for everything babe.=)]
Weefong:
Happy birthday take care and stay sweet forever:)
[i was never under the impression i was sweet:D]
Those were the birthday messages.
And i came home, i sent out a really long message:
Hey guys... Thanks for making my sweet sixteen so memorable... ThoughI've only know you guys for like five weeks... some maybe less... what you have done for me... well... this is a first... :)I'm touched. Really really touched.Special thanks to weikiat... for his idea of dedication...[i later found out that it was weijie's idea to do and also his doing to get us there. THANKS WEIJIE!!] God loves me... Just like you guys... so... i love you too... Thanks for making my sweet sixteen so special. Love you guys... Agnetta.
[long eh.]
Message sent to Weijie, weikiat, boonkeat, pan, christopher, yangyi, shuwah, winifred, flora, jiansheng.
Replies back were:
Yangyi:
Haha. yeah Great to know you!
Jiansheng:
Wow that's really thoughtful. I hope that no matter what problem you're facing now or in the future.You will stand strong in God.
Winifred:
Hey agnetta! your welcome :) Love you too!!
Boon Keat:
=) NP. we can do it all again!!!Haa. We are also grateful tt you willing to spend your 16th with us. As much as God took care of the birds wad more us?His greatest creation. =D Love you. May God give you his blessings in every area in life. Love you =)
Well, guys, from the bottom of my heart, THANK YOU again and I LOVE YOU!!!
Will there ever be?
TLC needed.
I'm a christian ask me why.
Agnetta.
081006
Our birthday!
Friday, October 06, 2006
Overriding love.
Its i know fact to many that love cannot be overridden.
I use to think that too.
But now, think again.
It can be.
By passion.
Many of those there know that i left Soracco, BF and the BFY because of love and unlove right?
Well, i was suppose to go back to spite, and yet, i turned up to sing.
I still have this barrier that can never be solved between us but,
because of passion, i managed to see past all their shit.
So now, because of this passion of mine, I'm going to end up singing MR moon at Dr maryann tsao's house for the party.
And guess how some of this lyrics go.
Mr moon, should you happen to be in view
of a heart that i once knew
will you wink and let him know.....
That we could too, be as happy as we can be
If we learn to climd a tree
To catch a glimpse of Mr full Moon's glow.
And what if some jackass decides to show up, well, i actually expect him to be there since he's a party dog.
And imagine me singing this in front of him.
I have no queries or qualms singing in front of him anymore.
I'm not going to squrim and refuse my rightful song anymore.
just.
WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE THIS SONG WITH THIS KIND OF LYRICS!!!!!
damnit.
well, there's always hope he wont go.
Haha.
Maybe i'm a little too hopeful.
who cares.
haha.
My unlove has been over ridden by my passion.
I wonder if this kinda passion can get me into worship.?
that may really be too hopeful.
Two more days.
Saint Pot and Pan.
Agnetta.
06.10.06
I use to think that too.
But now, think again.
It can be.
By passion.
Many of those there know that i left Soracco, BF and the BFY because of love and unlove right?
Well, i was suppose to go back to spite, and yet, i turned up to sing.
I still have this barrier that can never be solved between us but,
because of passion, i managed to see past all their shit.
So now, because of this passion of mine, I'm going to end up singing MR moon at Dr maryann tsao's house for the party.
And guess how some of this lyrics go.
Mr moon, should you happen to be in view
of a heart that i once knew
will you wink and let him know.....
That we could too, be as happy as we can be
If we learn to climd a tree
To catch a glimpse of Mr full Moon's glow.
And what if some jackass decides to show up, well, i actually expect him to be there since he's a party dog.
And imagine me singing this in front of him.
I have no queries or qualms singing in front of him anymore.
I'm not going to squrim and refuse my rightful song anymore.
just.
WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE THIS SONG WITH THIS KIND OF LYRICS!!!!!
damnit.
well, there's always hope he wont go.
Haha.
Maybe i'm a little too hopeful.
who cares.
haha.
My unlove has been over ridden by my passion.
I wonder if this kinda passion can get me into worship.?
that may really be too hopeful.
Two more days.
Saint Pot and Pan.
Agnetta.
06.10.06
Life goes on.
It's been close to two weeks since i last posted.
I'm shocked.
haha.
well, there's really nothing much for me to dicuss on this page recently.
well, other than the fact that i've been sick!!
well, sick as in physical and not mentally sick if that's what you're thinking.
So since i skipped school for four days, it gave me a lot of time to think about some things.
Things that concern my well being.
Things that concern the people around me.
Thing that might and will affect my future be it near of far.
Things that make me REALLY THINK HARD.
like whether I'm where i belong.
Nothing really interesting happened actually.
I got back my results, flunked everything as expected.
Celebrated Alton's birthdae with him by taking neo prints and eating eclairs and apple strudel.
Bullied Pan[cake] into telling me and more than likely himself that he can do it for his exams.
Well, it's a psychological effect.
Coz if he tells me he can, he will have to reiterate the message to himself thus, allowing himself to know or believe he can do it. =)
Well, hopefully he can do it.
Fell sick, 28-29.09, 2&4.10.
I dont even know why i bother to go to school.
Academics are seriously draining me.
But this is life then.
The whole life is a lesson.
Yet, there is more to life than just exams.
The rule i will live by, or one of the rules is, Live without regrets.
because once you regret, you start thinking about what happened, what could have happened and what you could have done to allow that to happen or not happen.
So, I'm not regreting the years i spent in secondary school, just think they're a big waste of time.
well, i still do but who cares, it's my last official day of school tomorrow, 6.10.06.
Graduation.
Who cares. I care only about the testimonials i will recieve.
I know i didnt do well for my prelims, and i dont need you to tell me.
So bug off.
For my well being, it'll be linked to the people around me, my well being and where i really truely belong.
I'm sick, many of you guys know that.
I don't know what yet.
But i just hope it's not anything serious.
well, if it is, then let it affect me after my nationals.
It turn it'll affect where i belong.
I know where i belong socially mentally and emotionally.
But not where i'm suppose to belong spiritually.
This is a touchy topic.
so ZIP. and we're not talking about it.
And i still don't kow where i belong physically.
Weijie, i think you know what talking me.
Well, i think i'll just be living life one step at a time.
Starting with my graduation.
And then I'll return to where i use to belong, where people once loved me, just to spite them.
HAHA.
i know.
weird?
I am.
mean?
they started it.
revengeful?
I still cling on to the fact that they use to love me.
After that will be,
my contact lens, my hair, my looks, my attitude, my challenges, my SWEET SIXTEEN!!
Should i be happy?
Well, it's a once in a life time thing so i should be.
Well, only time will tell if i am to be where i am, to do what i'm doing or am supposed to do.
Embrace me and this life i lead and guide me though this painful process.
If you tell me to have courage, then you must have the courage to grab me and go too.
Who's the one worthy and of value?
Two more days.
Pot and Pan.
Agnetta.
05.10.06
I'm shocked.
haha.
well, there's really nothing much for me to dicuss on this page recently.
well, other than the fact that i've been sick!!
well, sick as in physical and not mentally sick if that's what you're thinking.
So since i skipped school for four days, it gave me a lot of time to think about some things.
Things that concern my well being.
Things that concern the people around me.
Thing that might and will affect my future be it near of far.
Things that make me REALLY THINK HARD.
like whether I'm where i belong.
Nothing really interesting happened actually.
I got back my results, flunked everything as expected.
Celebrated Alton's birthdae with him by taking neo prints and eating eclairs and apple strudel.
Bullied Pan[cake] into telling me and more than likely himself that he can do it for his exams.
Well, it's a psychological effect.
Coz if he tells me he can, he will have to reiterate the message to himself thus, allowing himself to know or believe he can do it. =)
Well, hopefully he can do it.
Fell sick, 28-29.09, 2&4.10.
I dont even know why i bother to go to school.
Academics are seriously draining me.
But this is life then.
The whole life is a lesson.
Yet, there is more to life than just exams.
The rule i will live by, or one of the rules is, Live without regrets.
because once you regret, you start thinking about what happened, what could have happened and what you could have done to allow that to happen or not happen.
So, I'm not regreting the years i spent in secondary school, just think they're a big waste of time.
well, i still do but who cares, it's my last official day of school tomorrow, 6.10.06.
Graduation.
Who cares. I care only about the testimonials i will recieve.
I know i didnt do well for my prelims, and i dont need you to tell me.
So bug off.
For my well being, it'll be linked to the people around me, my well being and where i really truely belong.
I'm sick, many of you guys know that.
I don't know what yet.
But i just hope it's not anything serious.
well, if it is, then let it affect me after my nationals.
It turn it'll affect where i belong.
I know where i belong socially mentally and emotionally.
But not where i'm suppose to belong spiritually.
This is a touchy topic.
so ZIP. and we're not talking about it.
And i still don't kow where i belong physically.
Weijie, i think you know what talking me.
Well, i think i'll just be living life one step at a time.
Starting with my graduation.
And then I'll return to where i use to belong, where people once loved me, just to spite them.
HAHA.
i know.
weird?
I am.
mean?
they started it.
revengeful?
I still cling on to the fact that they use to love me.
After that will be,
my contact lens, my hair, my looks, my attitude, my challenges, my SWEET SIXTEEN!!
Should i be happy?
Well, it's a once in a life time thing so i should be.
Well, only time will tell if i am to be where i am, to do what i'm doing or am supposed to do.
Embrace me and this life i lead and guide me though this painful process.
If you tell me to have courage, then you must have the courage to grab me and go too.
Who's the one worthy and of value?
Two more days.
Pot and Pan.
Agnetta.
05.10.06
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